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Live at the Soapbox Gallery

by Connie Shi

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1.
Games - Live 02:59
I like the way you move Further and further It keeps my heart yearning I like the way you do It little by little It keeps my heart burning I like the way you groove like the sea You don’t touch not too much But your eyes are on me It takes a bigger man To know the value In all these games To look at me and say I know how to play I like the way you move Your body’s a breeze and It keeps me off balance I like the way you prove That gettin’ it easy Only feels good for fools It takes a bigger man to know the value in all these games To know that it takes me losing to want to play So keep on pulling those strings I’ll stay aflame ‘Cause baby it’s just a game just a game just a game Yeah I know it’s just a game just a game just a game I said I know it’s just a game just a game just a game So why do I feel so strange?
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Is it worth it to feel love? When you know the pain will come? Is it worth it to feel pain? When you know the music comes from the same place? I’m still broken Yes I’m still broken But I don’t need you or you or you or you to fix me I’m still broken I’m still broken But I don’t need you or you or any of you to fix me The moon feels like a cruel spotlight On my life as it crumbles around me You’d think I’d see things more clearly But it’s too bright to make out shapes And I still wander blindly I’m still broken Yes I’m still broken I don’t need you or you or you or you to fix me I’m still broken I'm still broken But I don’t need you or you or any of you to fix me I’m tired of all the wrong and right I’m tired of all these futile fights Is there a place that i can find Away from all this? I’m tired of wrong and tired of right I’m tired of dark and tired of light Is there a place that I can find Where I don't have to win? 'Cause I’m still broken Yes I’m still broken I don’t need you or you to fix me I’m still broken but I'm not hopeless These cracks mean light shines through With my light I'll create something new
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Tell me what you know about love And I will tell you all the things that I don't know I am just a beacon from above Shining bright before I run you into a wall But maybe you can teach me How to love and to love freely I am hopeful I am waiting Come and take me take me take me Tell me where your road is gonna go And I will tell you all the circles I've been around I know that I've gotta let it go Let love in before I turn myself into stone So maybe you can teach me How to love and to love freely I am hopeful I am waiting Come and take me take me take me It's hard to drop a part of you you know A dose of darkness is what makes me enticing But cynicism's funny 'til it's not The dark is healthy 'til you use it to not see So maybe you can teach me How to love and to love freely I am hopeful I am waiting Come and take me take me take me Maybe you can teach me How to love and to love freely I am hopeful I am waiting Come and take me take me take me
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I am lost without you I am lost without you I've been looking for the answers but I think I'd rather find them in you I've been looking for the answers but I think I'd rather find them in you I am small without you I am small without you I've been working on my courage but I think I'd rather grow beside you I've been working on my courage but I think I'd rather grow beside you I am gone without you I am gone without you I’ve forgotten what it feels like to know what I’m supposed to do I’ve forgotten what it feels like to know what I’m supposed to do I’ve been following your footsteps Been trying not to fall back I think I need a new map to use
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I don't own you You are free to do whatever you please But will you stay with me? I can't force you To be the kind of love I want you to be But will you stay with me? Every time I find my mind wandering down a dangerous place I want your heart I want your time but I also hate this space 'Cause I don't trust you Or know you I want to I might paint you Into someone that is fooling me So I can pity me Make it easier To pull away and keep my dignity Cause I'm falling and Every time I find my mind wandering down a dangerous place I want your heart I want your time but I also hate this space I don't trust you Or know you But I want to I can't say that I will give you answers that you need There's no guarantees but I will say that It could be fun to see where it leads If you stay with me 'Cause sometimes when I find my mind wandering down a dangerous place I want your heart I want your time I don't care about the stakes I may not trust you Or know you But I want to I may not trust you Or know you Can I learn to? I may not trust you Or know you I want to
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Slow - Live 03:49
Can we take it slow Like we did back in high school Like my body's The first you ever touched Can we take it slow Like we did in our basements Clothes on lights out Breathing on the rug Can we take it slow Like we did back in high school Let the wings flutter Let the heart pump Once upon a time Romance was alive We didn't have rules So we carved new grooves No expectations All exploration What you give is welcome What you don't, forgot Now love is flustered All rushed and cluttered Grabbing what's familiar We are all too eager I just met you Don't want to kiss you Let's make our own rules Treat me like I'm new Can we take it slow Like we did back in high school Like my body's The first you ever touched Can we take it slow Like we did in our basements Clothes on lights out Breathing on the rug Can we take it slow Like we did back in high school Let the wings flutter Let the heart pump Now it's like we're all afraid What's under getting laid I'll take my layers off But my skin is tough Feeling like a puppet Eat it grab it suck it Let's try something new Let me look at you Take our layers in Eyes and breath and skin One finger at a time There is no finish line We can be more than bodies More than getting lucky More than always rushing Just look at me Can we take it slow Like we did back in high school Like my body's The first you ever touched Can we take it slow Like we did in our basements Clothes on lights out Breathing on the rug Can we take it slow Like we did back in high school Let the wings flutter Let the heart pump
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Zoo - Live 01:50
Every passing day I feel a little Worse about zoos I was good for a while, filled my schedule with classes Got dressed did my makeup even curled my eyelashes But a slump is so close it might be here already I watched 10 episodes of Community last night And my screenwriting class is a great group of people But I don’t think I’m a writer, I’m more of a sleeper In my dreams I can float I don’t feel any pressure I am light as the weather Is it morning already? Where is the sun? I lost my marbles somewhere in the bathroom I can feel all my atoms are shaking with what can’t be done It’s hard to feel lucky without feeling guilty A soundtrack of sirens haunts and connects me The future feels heavy And I miss my mom I’ve got no room to pace So my mind is what’s running But it’s more of a stumble With no distance, I’m covering I know Now Is The Time To Create But I’m hungry again Is it morning already? Where is the sun? I lost my marbles somewhere in the bathroom I can feel all my atoms are shaking with what can’t be done I know that something has ended And something’s begun I just wish someone could give me more answers Or tell me “just close your eyes and then open when I get to one”
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It tastes like you And our apartment too The yellow walls Our dying basil It sounds like you Boiling water to brew Lunch is ready Set it for two I'm not saying that I want it Because I don't want it back But I can't tell myself it's over 'Cause I'm still not over it It's a weird and painful in-between To be in love with what has been But at a place where you and I don't fit quite in But the songs and the dreams and the chamomile tea Will always bring me back to bright walls and cities Where you and me were 'we' It feels odd Not to ask how you are All these unspoken rules to obey I am told to keep my distance So as not to confuse this As our history falls wordlessly away And I'm not saying that I want it Because I don't want it back But nostalgia is a wrecking ball And I'm a wall of glass It's a weird and painful in-between To be in love with what has been But at a place where you and I don't fit quite in But the songs and the dreams and the chamomile tea Will always bring me back to bright walls and cities Where you and me were 'we'

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released October 23, 2020

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